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ILOVEYOU

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 @ 6:52 PM

HEYILOVEYOUhaha<3

heez((:

Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 4:06 PM

HAAmylifeisreallylikearollar
coasterridemaybetheres something nort right.hmmmmmm haha anws yups everythings betta for the time being((: except my results i jus passed maths 50/100 which is a miracle cause i nvr passed a single test this year.i passed chinese 50/100 lols vry lucky right.but i'm not satisfied with a pass.my combine humanitis 61/100 disapointing.expected at least a 70 yar tts all for now and its bad.really wanna study hard make an effort to do well(: my preliminary cheena oral got 31/40((: hees i did not even speak fluently((: haha okies enuff of blogging gotta hit the books again ciaoz((:

tired

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 3:39 PM

ICARNTAKEITANYMORE
i've been jus swallowing all my unhappiness one by one.but now its choking me.i carn help to think why i have so many problems and why theres seems to be no one who understands i jus feel like crying. argh i jus pray for a friend jus one.who can relate to me.who can jus be beside me.who does not expect much and to listen to my problems.haiz but i know its hard to find that kind of friend.i tote you were that friend but it turns out i was wrong. yea i'm never gonna trust in friendship again.i'm tired of the thinking i'm tired of everything! i wish everything can jus go back to the way it was.but i dun reallay give a damn now.ARGH

IMREALLYREALLYSORRY

Monday, August 21, 2006 @ 7:54 PM

IMREALLYSORRY
but what i did was for your own good.i dun wanna see you behaving like this yea.i really tresure you as a friend.infact you were my BESTFRIEND.i know that things are gonna change because of today and you may hate me but i really really wanna see you become a better person. even if you hate me remember that you will always be a bestfriend to me((:i'm sorry

goingCRAZY((:

Saturday, August 19, 2006 @ 7:31 AM

CANANYONELIKEHELP
MEI"MGONNAFLIPMY
LIDANYTIMENOW((:

ARGH MATHS!!!

Friday, August 18, 2006 @ 5:43 PM

I'MSOGONNAFAIL
MYMATHS
flip the paper i saw the questions almost faint...then dun feel like doing...argh gonna fail it again!!i'm like so tired then tmr still gort the founder's men thingy...O PUH-LEASE the award is nort some kind of hoo-haa its jus a piece of metal!!! PLUS it was so easy to get and everyone look like SLACKERS to me...so its nothing much((:yar...and some people in my class are jus too much they are LIKE SO GONNA PASS MATHS yet they keep hogging the teacher and keep complaining they dunno how to do then get back results 70,80 marks!!!then they say haiz can be better!!! so IRRITATING((: anw my singing teacher say i am IMPROVING((: i can hit a E FLAT((: haha really worried bout my results haiz...haha ok enuff for todae update tmr((: missing ya((:toodles((:

((:

Thursday, August 17, 2006 @ 3:55 PM

GONNAFAILMUH
BIOPRELIM((:
thinki'mgonna
passmathsPAPER1((:
heez anw dun take my care and concern for granted yea...if i like nag a you and tell u wads right and wrong it means that i care for you and ure reallay special ta me((:only a few people get this treatment((: heez anws feeling tired thinking whether wanna study for tomorrows maths paper 2 which i am prepared to fail((:but i will try to study((:haiz saturday gonna get founders...dun wanna wear FULL-U its like so so DISCUSTING((: haha anw jus happy to get it((:i dunno why i'm still getting the sad feeling the feeling of emptiness in me)): maybe i need more of GOD((:heez anw tmr can go home at 9.30AM!!! haha can go GAI GAI((: i sound so childish...hahahaha but thats WHO I AM SO ACCEPT ME FOR IT((:i'm childish yea!! haha gtg CIAOZ((:

CHEERUP((:

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @ 8:38 PM

HEYCHEERUP((:dunbesosad((:
wadeva goin on around you jus ignore it yea...jus smile and everything will be fine((:ok now back to MYSELF((: todae went to
wadeva goin on around you tsueyzhen's house with georgiana to study((: haha well we toked more then we studied haha we were like crapping and laughing and joking ((: haha anw to someone the PICTURE SAYS DAMIEN NOT DEAR((: haha ok back to MEME haha...then went home tried to draw but found out that my drawings deproved mus practise((:haha anw tomoro got prelim emaths paper 1 and BIO haha really hope that i can pass((: wanna go SEC 5...haha anw gtg blog again tmr LURV YA((:

SATURDAY((:

Sunday, August 13, 2006 @ 8:15 PM

WENTTOCHURCH((:cellgroup((:
had fun in cell so many people come((:really happy to see people coming back after MIA for so long((: then got service it was ok((: tok bout God's will((:and God's will is for us to become LITTLE JESUS((:haha really wish that sat can come by quick!!after service we went to her house to watch FIREWORKS((: can see although its kindof small like some kind of sparkle dust being thrown((:it was fun haha then me and ben when over to Ryan's house for fun...planned to stay there but in the end decided to go home...anw thks for the cute lil photo of me sitting in those baby machines((: haha..really enjoyed the times spent with ALL OF YOU!!!!HAHA

FRIDAY((:

Saturday, August 12, 2006 @ 8:13 AM

FRIDAYFUNFUNFUN((:
after school go causeway to the nokia shop see whether my phone can be repaired..the stupid person say you can keep your phone as a souvenior...i was like DUH~ haha then nevermind then walk around...it was my fathers birthday((: but i only remember like a during school time then hurry make a card for him((: i'mSWEET((: hahathen had to meet him and my brother at orchad for dinner then dunno why go orchad we went to holland v to eat! dunno go wad place eat steak((: but eat until wanna vomitXD...my father gave me $50((:saving up to buy phone((:after that went city hall go mit ben,jerene and yanqi((: go watch fireworks((: but we missed it cause i was lateXD haha what to do the whole street was like jam cause everyone wanted to watch the fireworks)): haha then we go to the shopping centre there to walk around haha...then we went to bukit batok mac to jus slack...and then go home((:

THURSDAY((:

@ 8:09 AM

WENTOUTonthursday((:
go kbox sing song with joel,ben and kunzhen(however you spell hi nameXD).ALL cheena song!!! argh dun like it((: but nevermind had fun((: then after that met jerene and yanqi((: walk around then like always stop there never move one then just stare at each other haha((: haha nevermind i had fun((:

IWANTAnewphone!!!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @ 7:31 PM

CANANYKINDSOULGIVE
MEAPHONE
with 2 mega pixels camera((:i miss my N70!!! i miss the camera! jus 24 hours ago i had it in perfect conditions(not counting the couple of dents and chips)XDANW...i am feeling fine now!!!maybe because of the prayer earlier!! it was awesome!!people praying for each other,their families,the nation!! this is my most meaningful NATIONAL DAY!! jus cut my auntie's hair!! i've earned 5BUCKS XD haha okok gtg((:

SUCKY!!!

@ 7:30 AM

ARGH!!!mylifeisinamess
yesterday when i follow my maid go collect her dunno wad lar...the building was 8 storeys high...then the dang person wasn't home and so we waited outside...i was walking then i turn my phone FLEW OUT and bounced out of the building!!!!i got crap from my mother...when i found it...it was dead the whole screen cracked,the back cracked,memory card the thing broke!!!! crap that was like the last phone my mother will get me!!! ok that one not that bad yea...then i tell some particular people..then they still make fun of it,they like called and said "hey your phone drop ar? hahahaha" and "HAPPY NATIONAL DAY"like what kind of friends are that yea?!? rubbing salt into my wounds yea!!! JUST WHAT I NEEDED!!! why dun you guys go find something better to do like climbing up a tree and staying there?!? better then blowing your mouths off like that!!!!! ARGH!!! all of you suck

IMSORRY!!((:

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @ 8:00 PM

IKNOWITSMYFAULTyea
i shoulden have been so sensitive..i did not have any trust...i keep thinking negative...i keep on thinking of funny situations that might happen...i'm so so sorry yea!! i really really wish that i could turn back time...jus a few weeks...maybe i could have changed everything!! mayb things would not turn out this way if i was not that sensitive!! yea i just really hope that you can come back...you have gone so so far..dun leave me alone yea!

FEELINGBETTER((:

@ 7:15 PM

FEELINGREALLYBETTER!
thanksLISA for helping me through my difficult times((:you're really great!!haha..i wanna get my life right again...yea!!! today national day celebration at school((: i ovaslept lol woke up at 7.45!! haha then nothing to do just stay at home watch tv((: my life is getting predictable..school,home,
eat,computer,piano,guitar,
sleep and the whole cycle starts again((:

CHINESEPRELIMS((:

Monday, August 07, 2006 @ 7:59 PM

CHINESPRELIMS((:itwaseasysuprisingly
finish school at 12.20((: then come home sleep((:
boring ordinary day((:just the way i like it((:

CONFIDENTnomore

Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 8:32 AM

CONFINDENT;notanymore
i used to be very confident in wadeva i do but lately i jus lost that confidence...its like what ever i do i have to get an approvl with people whether its nice or not...i'm like so so self conscious now a days...i'm like gonna do so badly for my prelims!!! tmrs like chinese and the chinese teacher did not like teach anithing!!! argh!!!

ARGH!!!!

Saturday, August 05, 2006 @ 10:26 PM

IFEELSOSOSTRESS;
i'mtiredofallthis!!

PISSEDoff

@ 10:09 PM

IAMSOPISSED
yar...like i noe i am a newbie at haircutting and you people might say stuff that discourages me...i'm like trying my best yea and theres no good location for me to practise...so what if i cut in church yea! i will clean up its not like i'm gonna leave hair flying all over...and well the BODYOFCHRIST was looking at me like i'm some sort of foreign object or something...i'm really down already and it was like so hard for me to climb up again... and when i jus felt so stable in my faith and was burning with passion...all of you had to push me down again...its like so hard to get back now...stop complaining...i rather you all give CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISISM the blabbing all your crap in my face!!! you know when someone trust me with their hair..i feel so so happy cause that person really cares and trust me...but for those i cut and RECUT i will feel a deep cut within...yes i noe maybe it wasn't very nice BUT I AM TRYING MY BEST...and its not so bad...so stop looking at me with those frown faces!!! and there is this argh...who said y mus you cut here..i wanted to scream in her face...then tell me where to cut!!!!!i tell you this FROM TODAY ON I WILL NOT CUT ANYONES HAIR FROM CHURCH OR ANYWHERE ELSE UNTIL SOMEONE APPRECIATES MY HARD WORK!!!!! i dun feel alot of love coming from people...everywhere i turn is people laughing.talking,about me. i get this crap in school yea!!! and i expect church to be a place of fun and love...yes i noe that you may mean it as a joke but if yo say it more then once it becomes an insult...anw i am jus soso pissed of right now!!!!! i really hate this kind of feeling...argh BUZZ OF YOU PEOPLE