IAMSOPISSED
yar...like i noe i am a newbie at haircutting and you people might say stuff that discourages me...i'm like trying my best yea and theres no good location for me to practise...so what if i cut in church yea! i will clean up its not like i'm gonna leave hair flying all over...and well the BODYOFCHRIST was looking at me like i'm some sort of foreign object or something...i'm really down already and it was like so hard for me to climb up again... and when i jus felt so stable in my faith and was burning with passion...all of you had to push me down again...its like so hard to get back now...stop complaining...i rather you all give CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISISM the blabbing all your crap in my face!!! you know when someone trust me with their hair..i feel so so happy cause that person really cares and trust me...but for those i cut and RECUT i will feel a deep cut within...yes i noe maybe it wasn't very nice BUT I AM TRYING MY BEST...and its not so bad...so stop looking at me with those frown faces!!! and there is this argh...who said y mus you cut here..i wanted to scream in her face...then tell me where to cut!!!!!i tell you this FROM TODAY ON I WILL NOT CUT ANYONES HAIR FROM CHURCH OR ANYWHERE ELSE UNTIL SOMEONE APPRECIATES MY HARD WORK!!!!! i dun feel alot of love coming from people...everywhere i turn is people laughing.talking,about me. i get this crap in school yea!!! and i expect church to be a place of fun and love...yes i noe that you may mean it as a joke but if yo say it more then once it becomes an insult...anw i am jus soso pissed of right now!!!!! i really hate this kind of feeling...argh BUZZ OF YOU PEOPLE
