Well after fighting a long battle of giving in to my emotions i finally can overcome it..yay you say but!!!yesterday when it was the FIRST TIME I FELT TRULY HAPPY in A WEEK!!!!something happened dun wanna talk bout it,but its like so unfair yea!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BUT nevermind i will not let this affect me!!!!i will prove to all of THEM that im ok!!!!!!! you all will see that i will grow strong in God i will put away all distractions and concentrate on God,my studies and my cellgroup! Yes i do feel sad,discouraged its so hard to start over and by knowing some stuff which i did not noe before makes it so hard for me to start over,but i trust in God that he will make things right for me again.people dun let unimportant stuff interfere with your walk with God its pointless and it will not help you get through all your problems. trust in God and everything will fall into place.include God in every aspect of your life as HE knows everything yea? HE loves you and no matter how hard life may seem to be.you will get over it.obstacles and problems are the things which really allows you to grow in Him, and not the happy and good times.i know that it is hard to just do your quiet time and pray daily.i've been through that.but perservere on and you will experience breakthroughs after breakthroughs.dun let yourself fall so far from God as it is hard for you to get back up!! Hope that wadever i say can help whoever is reading((: God loves you and he will never let you go.but the problem is will you let him go?God bless.
P.S i have no idea why i suddenly typed all that. but it is really true take caire((:
