-a goldfish in a glass bowl
-a white grand piano
-electric keyboard
-duct taped wallet
-a nice golden tan
-a simple black watch
-a funky guitar
-good friends
-be a nurse
-be a good natured person
blogskins and Emeline's editons! yayness! weeeeeeee!.
Lemon sour
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 6:07 PM
Lifes so sour,crap this morning went to collect the results of my medical checkup for my course,at SATA at woodlands civic centre,when i walked down down the stairs memories came back to me,happy memories but it later soured because i know it will never happen again,blah,whatever don't really have the mood to blog.
i don't know why i can't stop thinking,my heads spinning day and night,everything is going wrong, i don't know why my now a days when i think of all my problems,my heart stings real bad.i sometimes feel that people don't want to talk to me and hate me,i don't know why theres this voice in my head telling me that I'm useless,ugly and irritating.Theres very little joy to life now a days,i hate it when i have to fake a smile.Somethings sucking all my energy.crap,can't wait for my school to start,at least can keep my mind of stuff and do something for a change.
HATE YOU
Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 8:22 PM
i thought it would last,i thought everything was fine,but now i hate you to the core,seriously,today when i saw your smug face i was freaking pissed,i really hate you ALOT!
Hello,yeah yup,here to update bout my bali trip=) well,overall the trip was pleasently nice and at some points kind of fun,lol.I can't put the pictures from my phone into the computer due to some unknown reason,so i have to use the picture from my daddy's camera,lol
my brother,aunty coreen and me at the jakarta aiport waiting for flight to bal
uper windy Ginvara beach.i
With my daddy=) having dinner at the s Me and my Bro with some dancers 2nd day breakfast in the morning with my morning face.our water sports activity,my bro looks so mature,lol Me and my Bro going onto the flying fish thingy Me playing with the sand;) daddy on the jet ski:)
us on the flying fish. jet ski=DDDD Before para sailing;) listening to the instructor talk crap=\ Gearing up.
A video of me landing after para sailing,supposed to land on the beach,but i ended up in the water,totally embarrassing;( haha the person was shouting something which i could not hear up there,haha not my fault;) looking at my hand after falling:( had dinner at hard rock cafe,the chair was hard(fake chair) 3rd day(White water rafting)
Whatever
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 7:15 PM
Make up your mind,if you don't like someone why keep hanging out with them?Its like so ironic,you say don't like but then your still going out with them,wth?I combed the whole of chinatown for a gift,and what i get in return.Nevermind,forget it then.Go hang out with that person then,for all i care.whatever.
i would like to ask my brother to go and die! He is so freaking selfish,everything is him him and only him.Never once did he spared a thought for others.He always expects people to do it his way!
Going Bali on the 9th of Feb which is this saturday.Flying darn early in the morning.I think its 7? So have to be there freaking early in the morning.lol My job sucks=DDDD
Hello people=DD today woke up,to my horror discovered that my lips was more inflated and it was dry and all=((( well yesaterday when to church,went for service at Jurong indoor stadium.not really very impressed with the place still prefer going to the church building for service.Im going work tommorrow=D at propnex as a telemarketer.=DDD3 hours only from 2-5pm.HAHA,at least i got a job.lol then after that going to have steamboat dinner with my primary school friend=DDDDDD yup take
FREAK!!!! i have this huge ulcer on my lips,pain like crap.it sort of made my lips look inflated/swollen or whatever you call it.I think that swollen lips or full lips looks weird.That day at some shop i saw this thing called a lip inflator,its like you put it on your lips at ta-dah your lips get inflated,a cheaper altanative is bite ur upper and lower lips real hard and there you go a perfectly swelling lips.Okay back to Mr ulcer whos bugging me!okay i like sort of have no appetite to eat and when i brush my teeth it stings like mad,plus when i wear my retainer the ulcer rubs again the wire.sighs,okay.This morning when to have breakfast with mummy dearest=DDDDD ate rotiprata.lol.went home,okay gonna stop this post cause i suddenly lost interest to finish it,will continue tmr or something=D take care
